We were in love once. And we got over it

Okay so lately I have been really lazy to update this thing.
But for some reason, I’m back
Maybe because it is programming today and i have no interest in that stupid module that’s why I’ve decided to come here and waste some time.

Anyhow, went out with E last Friday since I gave school a miss, yet again.
Went to cut off my mane but left some still -.-
It’s still longer than whatever that I had during secondary school days.
So we walked around town aimlessly.
There was nothing better to do man.

We were supposed to meet someone else for dinner and she fucking had to come up with tons of excuses after agreeing.
It’s not the fucking first time that she does that alr.
A man has his limits and I’ve already reached mine long ago
She fucking pisses me off time and time again.
Can’t be bothered to ask her out anymore.
She will just come up with another excuse

On a separate note, caught harry porter yesterday.
It was, hmmmm okay.
I mean, after so many people telling me it’s boring,
your expectations naturally drops to zero.
Why so little action?

Anyway, Voldemort asked me to fuck YOU.
HAHA, okay i’m just kidding

On a brighter brighter note, it’s finally Friday!
Whoohoo, I can sleep all day long and start watching all my shows that I’ve downloaded((=
Finally its sexy time =D

Anyhow, my fuck face teacher is getting on our nerves right now.
He is fucking irritating and he talks too much.
Ah, now I want the other teacher back although I don’t really like him either.

Okay time to play my games.

Lie here, forget the world with me.

The fucking weather is damn good for sleeping right now and it makes me regret a whole lot for getting my arse in school knowing that I have maths today.
Not to mention, the week is passing waaaay too slowly.
It’s only Wednesday -.-

The faci is yapping away like a dog and it is getting on my nerves.
I think the weather is affecting my mood right now cause i feel outta sorts.
Maybe it’s just maths that’s why.
Anyhow, i took this from facebook and decide to do it here as I am just too bored.


1 .PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
Right knee. Thanks to a fucking bitch who made me fell during PE. Gna remember it for life

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Photographs

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
One hell of a sexy bitch, not

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Clubbing songs. HAHA

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
Words and more words

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
SLEEP zzzz

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
Don’t know

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
Yeah

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Faci yapping away like a dog

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
Nope. Unless it’s the ghost month

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
No one?

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
Whatever that makes her look good

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
No

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
None man

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
Mushrooms

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Ice cream! =D

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I don’t know?

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
HAHA. Gibberish?

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
Necklace(=

20 DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Hell yes =D

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
HUH?

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
No biasness

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
A slick sexy two seater selfish car

24. COULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I think so. There is no brake in this kind of thing right?

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
29

26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
Brunette

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
MOM -.- Call and call. LOL

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
My mom calling me every single minute-.-

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
Who hasn’t? lol

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
My ears!

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
Uh, can’t remember

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
All holidays are my favourites

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes. HAHA. Its mega fun

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
Facebooking

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don’t know.

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Fuck the law upside down.

37 WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
It’s still so far to think about it.

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I wish upon my butt

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Depends..

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
No favourite. I hate all. HAHA okay maybe only kang kong

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
YES! Tons and tons of them

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
I don’t buy cds. HAHA

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I don’t see why not man. HAHA

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Hmm, i can be such a jerk at times so maybe yes. HAHA

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Hmm, i can make exceptions(=

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Go geylang and fuck those bitches. LOL, i wish i can do that, no dick man, no dick.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
I don’t wanna admit but its school, really

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Depends on the person

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
Wah seh, toy gun sia. The one that makes a hell lot of noise

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
Yeah i guess so. The big 2 next year sia. Shitt

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
(=

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
I pray and wish upon my butt. So do you think i am?

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
Yupp

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
When that bitch made me fell during PE -.-

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No.

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED ?
Nothing?

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
Hammie(=

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
Black, white and grey

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
Book? It’s been so long since i officially touch one

61. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
With the one and only one, anywhere is fine

62. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
Baked potato and apple juice

63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Samantha

64. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Not anymore

65. FAVOURITE DRINK?
Green tea

66. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Don’t have one

67. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
Cycling

68. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown, just dyed it

79. EYE COLOUR?
Black

70. TALL OR SHORT?
Tall i guess

71.SIBLINGS?
Two

72. FAVOURITE MONTH?
Which ever month that has the longest holiday

73. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Bring it on baby

74. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Some youtube vid

75. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
The start of holidays

76. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Uh no?

77. SUMMER OR WINTER ?
Summer

78. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
One night stands! HAHA


79. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Single dude, single

80. BIGGEST FEAR(S)
Dragonflies! Gawd, they kill me instantly

81. LOUD OR QUIET?
Quiet

82. FAVOURITE MOVIE?
I’m a sucker when it comes to romance

83. IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE?
No. My life is still the same -.-

84. HAVE YOU EVER REJECTED SOMEONES CALL ON PURPOSE?
Yes

85. FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE?
Facebook

86. MORNING OR NIGHT?
Night

87. DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE ON FACEBOOK?
In school, yeah.

88. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE WORD
Weird

89. DREAM JOB?
Slack at home

90. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE?
Yea. And i wanna be a lion in my next life(=

91. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
Geez, boring

92. HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED IN THE PAST YEAR?
Too many regrets alr

93. IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW?
YES

94. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WATCHED A MOVIE WITH?
E

95. WHAT WAS IT?
Night at the museum 2

Wow, i actually answered all of them.
I must be really bored.

I want to go home.
I want to sleep.
And I want you.

Okay off to play crazy planets.

I'm helpless when you smile
 

It isn't That Hard To See,
We're In Heaven.

First thing first, E is being so cute by sending these pics to me(=

Anyway, thanks for missing me while you are at rendang cause I miss you too =D
And I can't wait to see what else you got me.
Sadly I can't meet you this coming weekend thanks to me being sick)=

So on a not so brighter note, i'm down with a sore throat plus a bitchy fever that doesn't seem to go away.
The whole night I was either burning up or freezing like hell.
My mom even wanted to bring me to the hospital to check if I have the swine flu.
HAHA.
But, i have test today so i can't go,
Thank god for that cause i don't wanna wait for hours just to take a bleedy blood test.

So i hope my temperature will not shoot up when i have my next temperature taking or else I have to go home -.-
I lost count on the amount of panadol I took since ytd la.

I think I'm gna die. HAHA
I better go and kiss someone so that I have a partner if i really die.
HAHAHS.
I'm such a selfish bastard.

Our time is running out
 

hihi... an egg isbeside me right now.. (Definitely Not By Me)

Programming sucks big time and I think I'm gna leave class soon.
And then embrace the weekends(=

The school is being outrageously retarded right now.
What's with all the guarding of the main entrances when those side gates aren't?
The pig flu is hitting us right now.
And I hope I don't get it.

Shall be back to update later if I'm in the mood.
Faci is back.
Screw the shit outta him!

Done with the impossible.






 

Am I even part of your history?

I had the most fucked up dream in years.
I dreamt about her once again.
I swear the dream wasn’t anything close to bliss, really.
In my dream, she left me just like in reality.
But this time, she couldn’t even see me.
Like i wasn’t there at all.

There’s so much that i wanted to say
So much words that i keep inside me
For fear of embarrassment, rejection and regret,
If i say them out.

When i woke up, the heartache was so real.
It’s as if she walked right out of me once again.
No matter how i cried,
How i plead and beg.
How hard i wish,
As when i wake up tomorrow morning,
It’s just gna be another day without her.
Just like any other normal day.

On a separate note, I’m in class right now and the entire class has decided not to do anything today.
Partly because today’s work sucks to the maximum and there’s a whole bunch who didn’t turn up for class.
I wonder how the facilitator would react to our news.
I bet he’s gna  blow his top and foam.

But if you see me walking by,
And the tears are in my eyes,
Look away, baby, look away
If we meet on the streets someday,
And I don’t know what to say,
Look away, baby, look away
Don’t look at me,
I don’t want you to see me like this

You knew me then, you know me now.

A fantastic afternoon would be lying in bed all day long over music.
And i fucking had to wake up before 8 in the morning -.-
I think i’m screwed inside out.

On a separate note, i went to the lan shop with xz, lala and D on Friday.
Been there with them the previous Friday and again, i find myself there.
There isn’t anywhere good to hang out on a Friday night with my insanely heavy laptop.
The weight of my bag is a major turnoff.
I don’t remember lugging such heavy bag to school when i was in secondary school.
It’s just a pencil case, notebook and a water bottle.
Oh boy, i’m gna be such a macho man after 3 bloody long years.

Anyhow, it’s gna be my last week of school before holidays start crashing in(=
I’m so fucking looking forward to that.
Getting kinky with my bed the whole day.
Sounds fucking awesome =D

And so, i was screwed by my parents yesterday.
I think i’m might be going through a contumacious phase of my life right now.
I know i’m a tad too late for that.
I admit i’m recalcitrant at times but i’m only human.
And to err is only human.

I have bad thoughts which i regret
I make bad judgement which i hope i can do otherwise
I know i lied to them at times but i’m not being fraudulent as i had no other way of getting my way out if i told them the truth.
I did many things which i regretted later

See, i’m just an average human.
I have my ups and downs, the good the bad, which i have experience them all
I know where i’ve erred but i just can’t bring myself to apologise
I don’t know when it had become that apologising plays with the ego.

They forget that they’ve gone through different things which changes the way they view things.
And i on the contrary, go through totally different things as well.
I cannot be whoever they wanted me to be even though i tried.
It’s just not me and i’m not happy being the kid that they wanted me to be.
I do the right, the wrong which will help me to grow.
I can’t be possibly doing all the right stuff in my life.
I make mistakes too.
And it seems that they’ve lost all tolerance for incapability.

The optimist died inside of me.

I hate to wake up so fucking early just for school and i’m most prolly gna do that for the next 3 years of my life. I can’t accept that fact and i feel like dying now. To add onto this load of rubbish, traffic in the morning sucks big time. Or rather the stupid driver. He drive at like maybe 20km/h? It fucking feels that way la. I might as well cycle to school. I was damn tempted to stab him. See the way he drive also dulan.

The school seriously should have more elevator la. Massive jam every fucking morning and there’s like no ventilation at that area. And the people seriously don’t know how to squeeze a lil in the lift to allow more people in. Wtf man, wtf.

Okay i seriously should stop complaining and i realise i’m effing cranky in the morning. From the moment i open my eyes to the time i meet Sam and Stacy, everything single shit pisses me off. The school’s timing is really screwed up, seriously.

On a separate note, i’m gna have abs real soon. From my excessive coughing. Soon i’m gna be a macho man(= Mmm, i like the sound of that.
Macho Uncle
HAHA!

Alright the contacts in my eyes are drying up. Got to take them out and sleep.

If you fall you know i’ll be there for you.

It’s a good day to finally update. More like i’m here to bitch about school. It’s only the first day of school and i freaking cannot take it anymore. It’s so faaaar =( There’s no shelter from the mrt to the bus and what’s worse is that we have to walk under the sun. 3 years of this shit and i’m gna be a blackie uncle. Plus carrying the lappy around is insane. Now i miss PL, okay probably not.  But anyhow, my school bag then weighs about a bag of peanut unlike now, an elephant.

All the canteen is fucking crowded and the queue for each food stall is mega fucking long. I think i’m gna die there. I wouldn’t be able to eat as much as before. Oh lord, please save me and send me food. Everywhere is crowded, it’s just like town.  Knnccb

Waking up in the morning is a torture and a pain in the ass. Why must school start so fucking early?! Can’t they let us sleep in longer?! I’ve been cabbing  home since orientation. I’m gna be a super broke man in a few weeks time. Please donate generously to uncle wong’s cab fund to help prevent another poor man begging on the streets(=

Anyhow, to sum it all up
I am physically dying and i just had the most agonizing morning ever.
Seriously i need some tonic soup and love.
HAHAHHA

I miss sleeping all day long and having nothing to do except play and hang alr. Very no life but it beats having to suffer in school like hell. Oh my holiday, please come back to me~
Okay, i better stop, i might really go crazy bitching about school.
All the fucking best to me tmr and fuck all the traffic ever. Nabei

Clear up your own mess.